In this compelling autobiographical novel, Moroccan writer and intellectual Hassan Aourid recounts his extraordinary life journey. From his humble origins in the south of Morocco to the corridors of the royal palace, Aourid provides an intimate and critical look at his own evolution and the country's recent history. He navigates the complexities of tradition versus modernity, the intoxicating nature of power, and the personal quest for identity and freedom. This work stands as a unique and courageous testimony, offering profound insights into the Moroccan political and social fabric through the eyes of a key insider.